hellos!(:

BYE

2006-01-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

i didn't mean it when i said
i didn't love you so
i should have held on tight
i never should have let you go
i didn't know nothing
i was stupid, i was foolish
I was lying to myself

come back baby please,cause we belong together.

Hello 2006

2006-01-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

I didn't go for any countdown shit yesterday! And I was home the whole bloody day. I woke up yesterday w my throat burning. Mummy asked me to go to the doctor,some bad throat infection thing. So my day was like.. Eating my medicine,sleep. Wake up eat porridge,eat medicine,sleep. All the way till like 10pm? Xh called and I told myself to hang on till 12. And I did! Ha. It really sucks.

So I woke up in the middle of the night shivering even tho it wasn't cold. My mum covered me w an extra blanket. ahh,mother's unfailing love [: well woke up and found that Mum went to church and there wasn't anyone at home. My whole body was aching and I had difficulty replying messages. ARHGHGH.

Well,got awoken by mum at 12 and she gave me some porridge. Took my medicine,read Kason's book and fell asleep. Gosh, the medicine is super strong. Five minutes can knock out. Doooood.

I have my new year resolutions [:
01: Get back to God.
02: Try not to get last 30 in class
03: Try to work harder during training
04: Stop bitching so much
05: When I think of more I'll blog about it xD

Homework not started yet homework not started yet. Man,I have difficulty typing,MUST BE THE MEDICINE.

Replytotags
Xh: Thank you [: !!
Yt: Ha,the more I wanna take your class! ELL OH ELL.
Gina: Um upload thru blogger,if you get what I mean. Its where you type your post
Yumin: I think it'll really suck la! Ha,you are so positive.. LAODA! ;D
Serene: Ha,not as cool as you [: Sure will.
Fee: I miss you too! ): Call me soon!
Kokhui: Its alright now,friends [:
Jon: He he! How are you.!

That dust in your eyes.

2005-12-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Happy happy happy birthday Jerome Ooi! ;D
Doooood. You are finally fourteen. HA!

Today I woke up really early to go to school for meeting, and I forgot to take my cheque for GPA. Freak,the meeting was shit. But at least I gotta know who was my form teacher,Mdm low the worst math teacher in the whole wide world. & where the class rooms are situated.

Chua is damn idk man,its like nonsense arrangement I tell you. My class is the only sec3 class on the second floor,bloody hell so isolated between 2i1 and 2 c2. Not that I have a grudge on them but there isn't any sec threes on that level so yeah fuck that

So went to pp w xh [: then ate,then bought my Franz ferdinand cd! (yay) then bought Jer's present then watched xh cut her hair then home. Mmm,rested then went to Jer's party. It was coool,yeah!

Im 3r6's sc,so I must bring them up to the 4th floor every single day and go back down to the 2nd floor to my classroom. Gina thinks Im extremly pitiful. Damn
!! Okay my sorethroat is so bad.. I don't wanna blog anymore

Stuck between your teeth

2005-12-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

Back. Genting was kinda fun,theme park's kinda coool. & weather's great there. I watched Kingkong & The Chronicals of Narnia there too!

I need to finish up my homework
Buy xh's present
Go for meeting tmr at 9am. (wtf)
Buy my franz ferdinand cd
Save 88$ within a month so I can go to Franz ferdinand's concert
Ummm,okay bye

Fii here: Im not fat !! ):

2005-12-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

fat ass is too lazy to blog, so nerd is blogging for her.

cut hair today,
took neo,
ate quite a no. of things:
-pork asparagus
-chicken
-KFC
-candy floss
-ice cream
-ginger bread man (like shit, but free, so nvm. LOL)
nvr eat alot right? yaaa

genting tmr
will be back arnd next yr and arnd this time.
bye [:

<3>
I realised I can keep on eating then don't talk one. Like keep one eating non stop omg
·$0·$,1XINGHUEI ·$,0·$1 : //·0 says:
like tt time popcorn lor
<3>
HAHA SHIT
·$0·$,1XINGHUEI ·$,0·$1 : //·0 says:
hahahahaha! fat ass

MERRY CHRISTMAS ASSHOLES! ;D

2005-12-25T04:28:00.000+08:00

Hello! Time now is about 430am & I just got home.! I had a blast man!
First I went to orchard w Bobo,Haikal,Izzie & Emelia. After our 9pm dinner,we met up w Qh Ameel & a whole bunch of other people like Meibin,Xinmin,Hongquan etc etc etc etc.. Crapped around & there was the countdown and so so so so much spraying! Its like all the foam stuff,super disgusting.

So all of us decided to take a "stroll" down from CL to Taka. & yes,obviously we got sprayed like hell. We all became so sticky ): what seemed like a very short distance was probably almost like experiencing hell to us. But oh well,we had so much fun!
Everyone were like targeting the banglahs.! It was so funny,esp Bryan ho. Ho ho ho xD

So played until about 230am,me,Meibin,Tammy,Xinmin & Zhengyuan walked from Orchard to Esplanade. We took frigging long,ha ha it was so tiring & we were all sticky & stuff. Reached there at around 3plus? Then we sat along the river to have a picnic! So I left at around 345am? HAHA.

I had a whole lot of fun today :D & I wish you all a merry christmas nd a happy new year! <33 !! [:
Everything was so awesome,thank you guys for all the season greetings,presents & cards!

Better go sleep now! & my new converse shoe is dirty ): HOOOO.

Sharks tale.

2005-12-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

This post has nothing to do w the movie shark's tale. But I just wanted to fill up the title part.
What the fuck am I doing at home on a christmas's eve.!
Oh gawd,Qianhua.. Your mum is some party pooper I swear.

..): I still have my homework to ~~finish~~ get started on.
& When exactly does school re-open!!

Christmas eve eve,w/o you

2005-12-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hi blog. Today I woke up at 630am to go to school cause I had duty for the secondary one registration. We were to meet in school at 7 but me & xh were late by abit,but still made it [:
Today was extremly fun,finally felt like I helped the school do something.
& Its really fun helping people! After 3959602 hellos,good mornings,thank yous,no problem,please proceed to the halls. We had to help parents w stuff. I mean just me,TOUR GUIDE. Omfg.
Well well,this SUPER cute guy came to our counter w his little brother. & he was registering for his lil bro. He must be about our age but he was very good looking. Not very exceptionally good looking,but he had this something about him. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.! You have no idea what lengths I took to talk to him manzzz,his bro's name is Ernest & will be in NAS next year[:

Accompanied Pris then went to soeul garden w Xh,Sy & Innie. You must be wondering why I have so much cash. 20$ just appeared in my wallet. WOOOH. Took neos,nice nice :D then slept on the way home.. on xh's shoulders,SO LOMANTIC RIGHT. I know.
__________________________________________

I've got the greatest friends in world..
I got into a great class..
I've gotten the good progress award w 150$ alongside it..
I've got great parents..
I've got my great daddy up there..
I get practically everything I want..
but why am I still unhappy

;[ where are you,I miss you

Time is running out

2005-12-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted

I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this
you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out

and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this

My paper heart

2005-12-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Im so so very happy today!
Woke up super early for the dumb mac ritchie walk. Like we walked 10km la,it wasn't that easy cus the ground was so rocky & eeky & stuff. Up hill,down hill. Slippery too! Ha ha,it was fun tho. Joking all the way,gossiped w my maria too,made Fahmi our subject of discrimination. )x Feel so bad now,haha.

We had to stop & go up this very high tower to see the scenery & kinda like rest la. We ended up playing taitee & stuff on top. The sight was super funny la. So after the near 4hours walk,we reached back to civilisation. Took a bus to meet Reuben back at the start point. Oh oh! Let me talk about Reuben. He woke up late & we told him not to come already,then when we were 1km in the trail already he called us & told us he was there already so we asked him to wait. Miss choo bluffed us that it was only 5km but in the end it turned out to be 10km tmd.. So that ass waited for us for near 4hours, & he didn't go home. What a loser! xD His hair is super nice now tho.!

We all took a bus to Adams road to eat Nasi Lemak,one which my maria recommended to us. Then they took bus48 to Bugis while me & hx went home. I had my other plans!

Packed my stuff & fell asleep unknowingly. Ha,then met my ex schoolmates at east coast! Cat came back from Macau,Yiqin came back from Aust & Andrew came back from London. So cycled and stuff, went home to bath & we all met at pp. So me,Alicia,Carina,Weiru,Yongjie,Yiqin,Andrew & Brandon went to some jap restaurant to eat,Brandon treated me for my christmas present. We had soo much fun! Laughed &amp;amp; joked & made so much noise. Gosh,I miss the old days. Then Mc Cafe'd w Weiru then went home

Im so tired! :D Bye!

Brighter then sunshine

2005-12-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

Slept at a record breaking time of 1230am ysd! So early!
Then qh asked me whether I wanted to go to orchard to shop
& we called Kason Tan Li ming along too.
Qh told me she will get outta bed at 1230 & msg me later
& by 2pm she still haven msg me,then I called her

Me: You take one half hour to get ready ah.
Foo: No la,I looking at myself in the mirror for very long.
Me: Ha ha ha,whatever faster leave your house.

Im so happy today!
I bought a Paul frank wallet,Roxy bottle,Mambo bag,all the rest of my school books & I got my converse high cut [a present from Ekjun & Terry tan]
& so I've got all my school stuff already! Yay! ;D (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Im so happy! Qh bought alot of stuff too! So did Kason.
Our whole body were aching,our stuff were so heavy.
Okay,maybe only my books were heavy.

Tmr we are gonna like walk in Macritchie or sth,shit.. & maybe meeting up w Primary school mates,its gonna be so weird. GO SAM GO SAM LEEE! :D Please pretty!

Jas: You do hw already?
Me: No,I haven even read whats the hw about
Jas: Dead
Me: Ahya,no problem one la.
(I seem relaxed aye! [:)

Qianhua told me something very funny on the mrt before I walked out of the door. She said "Eh,don't be scared if you don't see any driver on the bus kay.. Cause the driver is pushing the bus at the back." Wl! She is damn funny.
Kason was smart five times in a span of four hours & stop calling me sasa! )x

/edit. We saw more then ten people wearing Famous stars & stripes t-shirt. It has become such a poser brand now. Sadly,Kason is a poser too cus he has one of that t-shirt. Obviously he ain't as cool as Kester! The 2001 shop is like way cool. :D

/re-edit. Kason owns TWO,not one of the Famous stars & stripes shirt.

/re-re-edit. (Maze of my desire is none other then Tan Li ming.)
this maze of my desire says:
re edit!
this maze of my desire says:
i own the nicer one
this maze of my desire says:
not all those common common ones

How did it come to this

2005-12-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

Today was like waste money on EZ-link day!
Training was at 830 & I boarded the 830 bus12 thinking that it was in school.
I have such bad time management seriously.
& Im starting to wear out cus I've been waking up so early everyday now.
): I recieved a call from Hx on the way & realised training was in TS!
So I dropped at Tanah Merah MRT & took an mrt to tamp.

Training,cold. Blahblahblah left early for dental
Mrt'd to Simei
& my braces are RED & DARKGREEN now!
Yay ;D Super nice
Then had breakfast w Justyn at Tamp mall after our appointment
Bought the rest of my books,physics is so darn heavy
I had to take a cab home
Then we mrt'd back to Simei to try Eastpoint Popular for my books
Almost the whole singapore Popular bookstore doesn't have stock for Chem Matters TB&WB.
Wtf man ): ): Except orchard.

Went home slept for 3hours then called xh cus she left me 10! Missed calls.

So I wasted super alot of money today )x
Bus to mrt to mrt to mrt to mrt. Rawr.!
Going out w daddy for dinner now
Bye ;D

Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

2005-12-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

I had to wake up at 7am to morning call Foo Qian hua so she could wake up for church
Considering the time I slept last night,its some mean feat man.!
Was so tired I went back to sleep was awoken by QianHua's call.
Really glad she went to church cus if not I'll be sooo bored! )x
Everyone was like practically sleeping in the chapel.
Even the very holy Andrea.
But I didn't,em & qh were practically talking throughout the service

Went to eat w Jonny but he had to leave early
So accompanied Foo till 12.
Went home,fell asleep on the sofa
Woke up late for bass lesson! So took a cab there
Was late la but Paul extended it to One hour again!
He is so nice [:
Then went out,the finalists & the winner of the Asian beat competition were performing like right in Yamaha.
They are so good! Seriously,they sound so professional & stuff. & they're only teenagers.!

Went home,watched Bollywood movies.
I love Indian movies cus they are so funny & all.
No story line one.
Fell asleep till like 10.
Ate ~~dinner~~ supper & watched tv till 11

Hohoho. Can't wait for christmas.
Goodnight! ;D nd the lost list of links is pissing me off too Pao.

More each day

2005-12-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hi :D
Credits to Jas for the image of the skin!
I stayed home the whole day except for guitar lesson
I better go practise bass now
Be back later!

/edit. Me & Kason have concluded that Kester is the coolest and no one is cooler then him. I repeat,NO ONE! ([: Xinghuei is damn idiotic I tell you. Im feeling guilty cus I used the com when its not my time to use today.! Rawr.

Hello to you. The one that rocks harder then anyone else I know, Carlos
You are having so many wrong thoughts about me seriously. You don't have to trust things that you hear & see till you know the real truth. Im awfully disappointed,I don't want you thinking stuff like that about me,anybody but you. I'll give you the truth if you ask,but you never. All the un asked questions,all the unanswered answers. Every night I lay in bed thinking,why do you believe what others say. Why do you never ask me & find out the truth yourself. As hurting as it is for me,I bet it is for you too. You choose to torment yourself w all this answers you don't want to hear from your dear friends. So please,I really hope we can talk things out one day..

Last goodbye

2005-12-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Woke up late & rushed to the meeting. Just made it,but there were a few people later. We were allocated our little duty during the secondary one registration day. Me & xh are at the front foyer,informing parents what class their child is in. Sigh,Im gonna miss her alot.. Well yeah,finally feel important to the school.

Me,Pris,Wong & Daryl went to Macdonalds for breakfast. Xh couldn't make it she had band. S we ate,came back & bought me & xh's books & my uniform. After that we went to talk stuff & wait for xh at the SC room. Me & xh took a cab down to our houses then to pp for lunch & to buy the rest of our books.
blahblahblah

Then! We were informed the classes & stuff were out. Me & xh quickly rushed home. (cab somemore) I was practically almost crying in the cab,the thought of seperating w all my friends knocked me hard. My body was heating up. I went home & xh sent me the file & as I read on,tears began forming at the side of my eyes. I had no idea why it happened but it came so naturally. Reality hit hard as I wiped the tears from my eyes,Im seperated from my friends. Well,I do have Alicia,Jasmine & Tennisa but thats probably all. FYI,I only recognise 17 out of 42 names on my class list. Doesn't mean I know them,I just recognise their names. Im happy to have Huiping in my class cus she's a trackie & we can leave for competitions together and stuff.

I can always make friends,but how many can actually clique w me. Im gonna miss all the fun we had in 2R3,really. All the memories will be kept close to me,its so sad to say goodbye la )': Maybe I'll be saying all this shit when Im in secondary four again,but the present is reality,not the future. I get so emo w stuff like this. But the thought of only talking & seeing Koh Xinghuei,Priscilla siah,Wong Jiamin,Moh Yanting & Indra Chen Shanhui during recess & after school pains me. Its like a knife stabbing me thru & thru. I cant stand myself,Im so emo. Fuck this shit la. Im gonna fucking miss all of you. Even the guys too! You guys have made r3 so so much more enjoyable.

Its gonna be soo hard,so hard writing 3R2 on my worksheets )':

So long

2005-12-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

http://morethenthat.shutterfly.com

)': tmr must go school for meeting.

2005-12-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

Sigh sigh sigh!
I felt that today was really a wake up call for me to buck up during training. Really man,if I fail badly during sports day it can equal to the end of my life already. Its not that I care about track anymore,but its more about the face issue you know,I don't wanna go losing in front of TMS,CCHS,DHS & most of all,Ngee ann secondary schooool. The worst thing is that,I'll be up against people that are in Secondary four & five! &I'll be like the junior there. Which makes me wanna work doubly hard.

I always tell myself I must not slack,must not lose to my juniors during training. Always tell myself to listen to my mind,be strong,finish the run. I guess my mind's not strong enough. Im physically okay,just not mentally. I wanna finish the run but everytime I start lagging behind the rest I will have no motivation to go on. I realise if Miss choo is running w me,I can do it. Cus I know,she is not comparing me w the rest. When we have work outs or 2.4km runs,my mind goes weak & all the @$%^&# fucking disease & illness & all the shit comes out.. & I'll stop.

Im not cut out for competitions cus Im not strong enough up there. Lets say,at the start line,when people overtake me,I slooow down & let them go first. I won't go fight my way to go in front of them..I'll just let them go. Huiqi's always running w me & she's really encouraging & all. Not to mention my other track mates like Sammtan,Huixian,Sherry & my maid,Jonathan Tan.

I don't want to fall behind the rest,I don't wanna be labelled as weak. But sometimes,I just do not have enough motivation to go on. Im not improving in any way at all since the start of the holidays,even tho I've only ponned less then 10 trainings. Rather depressing. But I'll try to do my best for every training that I go to,hopefully my mind thinks right &.. Not left! xD

I must say my interest for track is fading away as quickly as my period. & going for training is merely just for the CCA points. Sad to say,but yes its true. But Im trying my best,trying my best to get back my running form & timings which I achieved last year. I find no unity & togetherness in track now,everyone has their small little cliques,w the sec one's overpowering. There are only gonna be three pathetic B-div girls in Long-dist next year. Two fo which doesn't come for training,ever. That leaves me,a loner. At least I still have Huiqi. [: where did all the fun go,I still remember last year we used to go out as a team but everything's so different & un-fun now. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...I want 2004 back so bad.

**EMO EMO**

Ate Ramly burger after training,it's so messy!
& I. Hate. My. Brother's. Fucked. Up. Attitude!
& I finally know how to read tabs & play.

Hurray for that. My new addiction is green tea! Yeahmon.. Ok,byebye hurhur

2005-12-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hulloooo! [:
Went to pp to meet xh to buy christmas stuff!
Hohoho.
Then met eggy & ws for dinner at Thaipan.
No money alreadys.

I want to sleeeep now,so tired ):
I want a new blogskin too! Where's huiping?
I want a converse high cut shoe
I want I want..

2005-12-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

Dreamt of Flo last night.
ohh

2005-12-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

Im back! Hoho & christmas is nearing.
Going to Genting probably after christmas!
Haven't been to Genting before man O:

Ohwell. I was really happy to be back in singapura
But at the same time,sad to leave Club med la.

Oh the fun ;D & the sun. (I added that so it rhymes)
& Flo ):

Today,me & bro left our bags at club med when we were almost leaving the country.
When I realised that my bag was still in there,it felt like all my muscles had gone into involuntry spasm.
wtff man,I was scared shit.
But we got it back in the end!

Hi qianhua! ;D

Ah. The fun ):

2005-12-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

So fucking tired
Didn't sleep the whole night yesterday
wtff ):

Went to Pris house today!
So fucking tired still

Gonna pack my stuff & Im off
Bye humans,I know you'll miss me
;D
CLUBMED!CLUBMED!
Hoooyeah bought my puma slippers!

2005-12-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Woke up. Bathed. Ate. Orchard!
Met Priscilla Siah xin yi! ([:
Shopped here & there. So tiring
Sigh,the lifestyles of taitais

Allie's in Japan
Yanting's in China
Xinghuei,Wong & Innie's at camp
So leaves me & Pris!

Hur. We're gonna keep each other company tmr too!
We took neoprints today! Super funny only
We shopped.
I bought a book & my new pencil case!
Yays!

Pris brought me into a toy store
& I feel so happy there.
So next time when Im sad I'll just go to a toy store!
Yeah! Saw a Bratz doll thats a bassist
How fucking cool is that!

&& I met Liyong! ;D
Im super duper high today.
Whats better then a day spent w your bestie huh!

My brother still sucks!
Hur,mummy forced him to apologise to me.
Loser! Hur
Mum bought us chicken wings xD supper!

Promise
what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)
take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

2005-12-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

glen: fuck you la, cheebye, knn....

hellos, xh here! : D
blogging for this monkey who's lying on my comfortable bed right now, haha.
so poor thing man. she kena her bro kp. tsk tsk, stupid bro.

she skipped training today cos not many ppl are gg. soooo...
she went to get her MC and cabbed to TM to meet sy and me.
ohman, i had like 2hrs+ of seoul gardens with sy.
and i have to pay for fii's cab fare.

so 3 of us walked arnd CS and TM.
sy and fii are real sua gus. hohoho : P
cabbed hm agn and crapped on the cab. hmm, doesn't tt rhyme? (x

okae, i cnt rmb anything. and she's saying tt i'm slow.
BYE! and don't miss me darling : DDD

2005-12-05T02:55:00.000+08:00

This Disaster

are you aware of how much you complicate me?
and are you aware your words suffocate me
and don't deny you're talking behind my back to your friends
and don't deny one day you'll need me need me

all my life I've been looking for the answers
to the questions u never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will I let it go
so incomplete your stare is cold unlike anything I've ever seen
so incomplete your body is tired and falling apart at the seams
I won't deny I took no part in ever wanting you back
I don't deny one day you'll need me need me

all my life I've been looking for the answers
to the questions u never asked and we never planned on this disaster
when will I let it go

if its tonight please let me know
if its tonight why don't you let me know

2005-12-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

Skipped church today!
Woke up for lunch w daddy.
:O so tired.

Went for bass.
Paul pushed it till 1hour.
Yayayayay!

Had chicken rice for lunch & dinner
Watch the award show cus THEY didn't let me watch anything else
)': Boohoo.
I want my period to come before I go off!
Wtffffff no time already can

I don't want to go for training tmr.
Dammit laaaaaaaa

you say hello, inside im screaming i love you
you say goodnight
in my mind, im sleeping next to you
you drive away from my car crash of a heart
and i dont know
but you gave me the best mixtape i have
and even all the bad songs aint so bad
i just wish there was so much more than that..about me and you

no i cant find the words cos i lost them
the minute they fell out my mouth
and its love and im in it
so give me your lips and just let me kiss them
and lets get messed up and listen to probably to the best mixtape i have
and even all the bad songs aint so bad
i just wish there was so much more than that..about me and you
/extract.

2005-12-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

Went for guitar lesson today
I wasn't late,surprisingly
I have noo time management at all la ):

Went home
talked on the phone
& slept till 9pm.
Went running [:
Hooo yeah!

& Im eating cup noodles now.
Mum's back,Im so happy.

Talked to Kason about R3 ysd & got so emo
I get so emo whenever I talk about my class.
Sigh. I'll really really miss them
):< ): )': )':

2005-12-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Skipped training today
Like finallyyyyyyyyy,hur.
Woke up at 2pm.
Went ta meet Pris & went to xh's house

Till 10pm.
I wanna watch Aeon flux so bad ):

2005-12-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMEEEL & BROTHER.
<33>Only you Ameeel,no kisses for you brother.

Yesterday had training
My feet condition is actually getting better
But I must run on grass.
Cant run short distances,wtf.
I hate going for trainings,I feel sucky lah

BUT sports day will motivate me to go.
I don't wanna looosseeee
But considering next year not to be my prime year
cus Im only Sec three & running against sec fours&&fives
I'll feel much better.
Im rather slack now but I cant help it ):
Im sucha failure man.

After that,went home to bath
Then went to Ameel's house to meet the rest to celebrate her birthday
They went out w her before that so we just went to her house for pizza & stuff
I asked my aunt whether I could stay over,but she said NO.
So I msged my mum & guess what!
She said yes! Hohoho. I was overjoyed lah,first time can.
We had so much fun!
Me & qianhua kept talking about last time )':
Damn sad only. Hur!
So I kinda drifted in & outta sleep from 4-8am.

Was so tired when I woke up.
Me,Ameel & Qianhua went to Macs for breakfast ([:
Then I went home,slept for an hour then met Pris at PP!
I miss that girl soo much.
She gave me stuff from Hongkong Disneyland.
Slacked & stuff till 630!

We took this photo thingy from Nokia.
Super funny.
I had super alot of fun w her!
Remember the water bottles ah Pris ;D

Went home & waited for Aunt to pick me up
Went to eat Kenny Rogers for dinner!
Yumyum ;D
w Auntsx2, Bro, Uncle & his girl.
Then the lights went out & we started singing happy birthday
Damn funny.

The other is Kason Tan Li ming ;D

Fii! ([: says:
My bro has like 750 in his piggy bank.. Fuck.
lasting impressions says:
steal
lasting impressions says:
!
lasting impressions says:
or ask him learn bass den u also can use his products
Fii! ([: says:
That fucker keep counting his money I so angry.
Fii! ([: says:
Then he still say "If I pawn off this bass I will get even more money"
Fii! ([: says:
Then Im damn angry already I say "Fuck you don't touch my bass"
Fii! ([: says:
Then he go touch give me that kinda fucked up face.
lasting impressions says:
i hate your bro more now
lasting impressions says:
thats wad my youngest brother will do too
Fii! ([: says:
Yay,what the fuck is his problem la.
lasting impressions says:
such an ass
lasting impressions says:
nvm wrestle

;D ;D ;D You make my day,Kason.

My photos are uploaded halfway.
Will finish them up tmr. [:

"I Still..."
Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last
I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

2005-11-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hi blog! Im in a jolly mood today!
Woke up at 12 to have tuition.
Had tuition till 1230 then went ta meet Salva,Kason & keane
Salva was super super super late.
He owes all of us an apology O:
Ha!
Opened his present

Went to xh's house ntuc to buy food
then to her house to cook[:
Super nice lah.
I mean,thats like the only thing in the world we know how to cook
Played & joked at her house till 10.

Wanted to stay over but I cant ):
We had so much fun
I cant bear to leave you xh
): < ): ]): < Make me sad only
We made our christmas present plans & stuff.
She sent me to the bus stop cus it was raining so hard.
First time I tell you ([:

Pictures from today. Hahahaha! I love you xh[:

http://www.imagestation.com/album/signin.html?id=2116892361&rf=&ru=%2Falbum%2F%3Fid%3D2116892361

2005-11-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1pm.
Ate till 130pm
Fell asleep woke up at 430

Rushed to training
Must run on grass
): > ): ): wl,I don't like.

Had the seaweed shaker fries.
Super nice lah
Its super smart of them to come up w that lah
I mean they only sell it in medium size & plus it w a msg-fied powder
Like that 2.50$

31'd home w Sammtan & Reuben the lamma
Im Penguin No.7777
The one w the double chin,braces.
The one thats fat & whins ):
He is such an ass! Hur

Did my tuition work when I got home
So hard lah. Gave up.
Tmr I'll get screwed.
Tooooodllleeeees!

Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me

2005-11-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALVATORE HUANG JUN JIE
:DD -Grins.
You're gonna have sooo much fun being fifteen!
Yuh,you're my star bassist ([:

Woke up super early for service today,finally.
Then played this super dumb game,we won.
So tyco!
Then went home & slept for awhile

Woke up at 115 & went to church to meet Fee,JonTay,Mark,Rebekah. We went to Plaza Singapura. We took neoprints! Mark & JonTay were super cute & funny cus it was their first time taking neoprints! Hur,the neos turned up really funny. Will upload if I can. [: Must wait for bekah to scan in first. Had bass lesson,wl so hard! ): Stressed but I got it in the end. We played in the arcade for quite some time too! There was this game,Rebekah told us if we kicked this particular part of the machine we could play for free. & we could! && we played that machine for super long. Hur.

After that,me,Fee,JonTay went to Rebekah's house in Kovan to let her take her stuff. Mmm,then bus'd down home. Im still thinking whether I should stay over at church cus they are.

After that. My brother's friends came over cus they are staying over. Nev helped me tune my bass. I shall give my bass a name man! Hur,then went to eat the fondue at Haagen dasz w Kason Tan Li ming. Talked like hell again. Hoho.

Im having the flu. & I don't know if I should go tmr ):
Sweetest dreams people[:

2005-11-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

See the newly cancelled item on my wishlist?
;D yay! Im so broke now.
But Im gonna save so I can buy presents for all you kids out there!
Im gonna get a better one,like fender or something.
When I have the capital,probably after my birthday

Went to meet qh ameel & gina after YPM
Oh ya,I didn't go again ):
Went yoshi then to mac cafe then home
Mac cafe is sooo cold!
The very very nice Qianhua lent me her jacket
& Im forever grateful.
([:

Went home.
My bro was like fiddling w my bass & amp.
I was soooo pissed okay.
He was "tuning" it & plucking the strings so hard
Making my bass all.. Un-shiny >:( :( >>:(:( ;[
I was soo pissed
I screamed at him to stop touching my bass but he still did
I feel like killing him.
He always wants things that are MINE.
Omg,my savings luh. Asshole
I fucking hate him.

Bye

2005-11-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

Huiping made this skin & I love it!
:DD thanks love.
Training sucked.
Im aching byebye! & I think Im getting sick ):
Oh I want so much more.

/edit for Foo qian hua
Qian hua listens to techno & sleeps really late every night
But I still love her alot[:
(you're happy right qh)

2005-11-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1pm today. Watched wang zi bian qing wa for two hours then did my bass stuff. My goodness,the guy dang-o in that show is damn handsome. He's got that.. -melts.

Then daddy brought me & Glenn out. We bought new running shoes! Yay! :DD Im so happy. I got an
asics (if thats how you spell it) light weight trainer. Super cool,cus my heel has many problems & all so it's good[: YAY. Then went ta Plaza singapura. Daddy bought me a fox shorts & s&k 3/4's. He is so nice today[: && my phone w\o contract is $488. Still quite alot! Teehee.

We walked past this shop called "CNS" & daddy said,''kanasai". Me & bro said kanasai is KNS. We all laughed. Hohoho. My bill is 60bucks this month. Daddy wants me to pay him 20bucks,wl.. I still haven pay finish last month's.
Daddy: Your bill this month 60$,soo plus last month one how much you owe me?
Me: (I owe him 40$ from last month) Umm,I owe you 20$ from last month. So 40$ altogether.
Daddy: Okay luh.
Me: (Omgwhatanasshefellforthat) :x

Please contribute to the Help-fii-get-a-bass-fund ): Pleeasseeee!

2005-11-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hello kids :D
Lets do a recap yeah!

On sunday I had Bass lesson. & I have soo much to memorise,don't know what they're teaching at Yamaha. Oh well,Im kinda almost done for the memorising thingy. They were having the finals for this Asian band competition,so many teenage bands. I stayed on & watched for awhile,they play reaaalllyyy well for their age. Aww,all the different bands had their own different styles & all. Yeah it was really cool.

Then on monday,me,Eadelin,Ezekiel,Reuben & my bro skipped track to go watch Harry potty! Its really nice. Go go watch it! [: We didn't get into trouble,trimed my hair. Its looks weird now but who cares,its the holidays! Hurray!

Yesterday,went for Jaysern's birthday

Today had tuition after lunch uh uh memorised my bass stuff & went for my dental appointment,changed to a thicker wire & its sooo painful now ): I changed my rubberband to white. Red & green is totally gonna be next! Then went a lil bit later for training,it was kinda tough,as usual. Then went to eat Long john silvers w long-d's. Fahmi is damn funny please! His dad came & he wasn't done w his food you know what he do? He went to take his plastic plate w that little bit of fries & his drink outta LJS. Wl,super funny. We were all laughing our asses off. Cockster! Jong said to blog about this! [:

I decided,gonna get a bass now w all my savings. But I'll have no money for christmas presents & all. I still need a lil sponsor,hopefully my mummy can sponsor me ): The amp will come when I get my angpaos! Yeah,byebye! :DD

2005-11-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

Gone So Young

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one.....
Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...Tonight...
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...I'm in your heart tonight.

2005-11-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,Im missing my mummy already. But at the same time enjoying the peace & freedom that I have now. Wrote mummy a letter at 230am[: Im gonna reaaalllyyy miss her.

Ohya! My appeal was successful! Im so happy! Now Im taking SS+lit & pure geog instead of SS+geog & dnt! Im so so happy okay. Allie's appeal was successful too & now we two are taking the exact same subjects which will probably land us in the same class next year. Hohoho & out of the many people that appealed. Only 14 appeals were successful. Im so blessed[: Hehe.

Woke up at 1pm! Ate then studied for awhile then went off for training. Training sucked,as usual. We did 10rounds of warm up & for workout we had 4x3x200M. Start every 1 minute. My god! I could just die. Not my event ;[ So many didn't turn up for training, but Im glad Ead did! Ha,went home w sammmtan[: She's such a dear.

Felt all groggy & bad when I went home,took a warm bath & just stationed myself on my bed. Watched tv till 10. There was this commercial about fat people joining this slimming program. & it was asking obese people to join. Bro said it was my call. I was like,fuck you. Wth,people are starting to say Im getting fat. I am man,really. Everytime I go to xh's house & weigh myself,Im heavier. Wtf >: ( : ( :[ :[ ahh. Im eating too much!

T.t__ one,two,three,four,five,SIX!!! is Tan kokhui Terry,the other is me.([:

T.t__ one,two,three,four,five,SIX!!! says:
gg junction 8 tmr
IIF([: says:
Nooo!
IIF([: says:
You going?
T.t__ one,two,three,four,five,SIX!!! says:
c first
T.t__ one,two,three,four,five,SIX!!! says:
y u dun wan take part
T.t__ one,two,three,four,five,SIX!!! says:
if u wan take part i start making banner now
IIF([: says:
HAHA WTH!

He's damn funny. But I don't know what's that all about. Oh well,there's trouble between Wong & xh >: ( Im not blaming you Wong but its all a misunderstanding. Why are you angry at me! Ohmygawd,Im so upset. You two should just say sorry. Cus Im getting into this tornado too. wtf.

2005-11-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

Im so tired! Woke up at about 12? Bathed & met xh. Cab'd down to TM. We bought the tics for daohsen[my future classmate!],Jas & Kokhui jiejie(x We were watching ~~harry potter~~ The exorcism of Emily Rose. Omg,it was so super scary okay! Especially the part where all their eyes turn black wtf! I was screaming my ass off,kokhui even said my scream was scarier then the movie itself. Pfft ([:

Took neos then me,Jas& Xh took the train down to the expo. We thought there was the food fair but sadly it starts tmr so we went to eat burger king. I hate burger king >: ( We three had some girl talk! Then took bus 12 home.

Daddy was waiting. So went to granny's house for dinner. Her cooking is better then thaipan's! Ha ha,I love her alot[: sometimes life is so unpredictable,we have to treasure every single thing we've got now. So we wouldn't regret when we lose it. Sad lah,what Liyong told me the other day. I wanna help! ;[

Mum's going off to Isreal or whatever you call it tmr. HA HA HA WOOHOHOOHOHOH. Okok,I'll miss her. 16days okay! So long. Awwwwwwwww

Byexsusi!

2005-11-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

Met the long-ders at tamp interchange at 2. We then took a bus to Aloha Changi resort,it was a super super long journey. There were so many mosquitoes okay! So we put we stuff in Miss choo's friend's car & started running. Haha,it was quite far to the beach. Nono,actually not. But we had to run on sand when we were on the beach. It was so tough & tiring. Ha,then played very very tough catching. Miss choo was in such a good mood! About 4plus,we checked in. The chalet is super super ulu. No one dared to bath lah. But I did [x

Then we went to get the stuff prepared. &started the bbq! After awhile it started raining,but all of us ate a lil bit already so we just took everything back into the chalet. Ha,we took super alot of drinks & went up to one room & played this really dumb game. Hehe,but so many of us play so it was kinda fun lah. LAUGHS OUT LOUD. We drank so much drinks lah. Then rain stopped so we bbq'd somemore.

Jong was my 'maid' & he kept calling me boss,madam blahblah. Ha,he had to gimme food,fan me etc! Super funny! xDD Sister!! Ha,then played this really dumb dare. We went to the next pit & squat in front of those people's pit then they were like "why you guys squating here." Ha,then we stood up & took their hotdogs.[x Then we show them the handsign & we laughed our way back. Super dumb lah.

Took a bus to TM & me,Reuben & bro walked in TM for a lil while. Went to buy sweets then went to yamaha to look at the basses. My goodness,I want one soo bad >: [ Mum is going overseas for 16days & she gave me 200bucks to spend while she's not in SG. Maybe I shouldn't eat outside & just save the money!

I think I've got a mosquito bite on my naval >: (
Goodnight!

2005-11-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

Watched scare tactics before I slept yesterday
Then I woke up at 12.
Had breakfast then immediately had lunch[:
-munch munch munch
Then at three I had tea&cereal.
-munch munch munch
:DD

Then had tuition!
Jiahui taught secondary three work.
Gawd,its okay lah. But alot to remember
Maths can so kill lah.
So Im online & Im bored.
Maybe I should start playing neopets man!

([: Teehee!

2005-11-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 11plus today just to go to school to hand up my appeal form. Its quite dumb how they put the closing time to pass up the form at 12noon. I mean,anytime during today will do right,why 12pm. So had to wake up extra early to go to school for one minute. To fully stretch my sleeping time,I decided to take a cab to school then a bus back.

Something happened when I was in school & it dawned on me that I might be such a bitch about so many things. Im mean to some people that I dislike.. & stuff. Im hating so many people,bearing grudges against them. But I never thought it would be so painful to have people hating you. I really hope those people that I've offended are reading this. Im really sorry >: ( : (:( & I feel bad being so bad to Nisa nd Fangwei too. But sometimes,you guys really really get on my nerves.

So Im gonna challenge myself & try to love each nd every one of you now. Really,I'll try to stop bitching too. & I really hope its not me you guys are talking about. Sigh.

There's training later. I'd reckon I'll be to lazy/tired to blog when I get home. So yah. Here's my post for today,I know I've been crappy & emo so Im sorrehhhhhhhhhhhh xDD Oh Ead please go training! pfft

2005-11-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Had service today blahblahblah
Then went home to sleep
Woke up for bass lessons
The teacher is damn cool but I don't understand wtf he's talking about
700bucks luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Theres training tmr
I seriously dread going to training now
>: (((

& I must go to school just to pass up my appeal form!
Wl,so lazy luh.

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

2005-11-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
On thursday I went to Sentosa w half of the class. I had a blast! Me& the guys kept on playing the luge thing. The chairlift up is super cool too! Ha ha. It rained halfway but we still luged. Got super soaked & the ground was so so super wet! Really fun cus it was going extra fast. Like downhill all the way[: The girls wanted to play at the beach. Quite ghay lah so I went to luge. Sat the calsberg sky tower & went to images of singapore too! Images of singapore is really scary okay,the wax figures are so real. & that kokhui keep playing w their hair. wl,then me & Daryl keep asking don't cus damn scary [x that museum is plain freaky okay.Ha ha yeah. Then went to the beach w my besties. Was drizzling went off at around 630. Then we took bus10 to Xh's house cus she was ordering pizza & her mummy cooked curry. There were about 10odd of us? Yup. The journey was so loooongggg but I slept the whole way then when I woke up everyone was like "Eh Fii,wake up already ah." I was like.. Um ya (x Ha,we did some real crazy\fun stuff at her house & we spoilt her lift! Awwww[x Went home at around 10plus!

Then on friday! I knew my subject combination.
Pure chem\phy
Add math
SS+geog
Dnt
Wtf lah,I don't want dnt but they didn't even open a pure lit class so Im gonna appeal. To maybe ss+lit & pure geog. Gosh,Mr lee was like saying. "Wah this girl got into dnt still so depressed." I was like..Duh. Saw him playing w a skate scooter in the school carpark & I was like,ROFLMAO! If my appeal doesn't get accepted I really hope he's my teacher! (x Had catching for training. & skipped excursion. YAY

Woke up early today for my guitar lesson. I went up the bus with no coins & no money in my EZ link so I asked around for 10dollars change. No one had so I asked this lady if she could spare me 45cents & I ended up getting a scolded from her cus I didn't speak chinese & Im singaporean. I was like wtf luh. After scolding she gave me my 45cents. I went back & politely thanked her but all I got in return was this really pissed face. I was like fuckyouinyourfaceyoubitch.. Had guitar lesson then went for lunch at daddy's boss house cus its hari raya & he invited us. His son is super super damn handsome! I was stunned lah. [x daddy brought me & bro to haagen dazs later on & I ate the fondue! Mmmmmm yumms. Went home & slept. Met Ameel & qh on the bus and we went for YPM. Blahblahblahyadayada ya qh has her Ipod Nano! WL SUPER NICE. Yeah then slacked and went home.[:

Someone changed my blogskin. & I don't know who but I re-changed it.
Ohyeah. Bass lesson tmr! YAY :D
:DDDDDBYE!

2005-11-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

Confessions of a broken heart
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed
So why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you, I love you
I love youI....!!!!!
I love you!!
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father

Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...of a broken heart
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..

Daddy >: [ I love you.

Sentosa tomorrow

2005-11-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

Are you afraid of being alone

Cause I am
Im lost without you

2005-11-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

Im so happy today!
Went out w allie & pris
to Marina square,city link&raffles[x
thenthen went swimming w COUGHCANTSAY[:

BYE HUMANS
/Oh travis you're too hot [x

2005-11-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

Very tough training!

2005-11-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

Went to church today
Then went for breakfast at mac's
w Salva, Kason & Qh
Mmmmm[:
Then we went bowling
Gosh,I totally suck lah.

Then around3 salva left
& kason &&qh went to eat katong laksa!
Ha,I seriously didn't know you eat it w spoons only lah
then went to bedok.
Met up w ____,_____&_______
They are so lame.
Oh they thought the chicken little song was cool.
-BOBS HEAD UP&DOWN
Hualalalazzzz
So I guess birds of the same feathers flock together aye!
what loser >:(
-shows the loser sign in their face!

We didn't even wanna walk w them please!
Ha,they played pool
&Kason &I were just sitting there talking.
HAHA. The videos in his phone are really funny[x
"GET THE BREAD!"Lmao..
then me & Kason left cus he had tennis

Went home,watched abit of tv,called xh
Resisted the temptation to sleep
but I still did.;[
I need to change my sleeping patterns

OH SHIT OH SHIT
MISS CHOO IS COMING BACK TMR
DIE.I DON'T WANNA GO FOR TRAINING!
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOHH!

I. Must. Sleep. Early!
Hihizzz qh jiemuix[x

2005-11-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

/MORE MORE MORE!

slept at 430am & woke up at 830 to have breakfast
w Kason Tan Li ming.[x
Like super funny
Walked to siglap Mac's & talked alot

Went home around 10
& fell asleep till about 3or4?
Then read abit of my book ([:
Went online

Had dinner w qh,mattie,nev,bro&john
Gosh! Matt is super duper funny
Laughed like maddddddddd
xDDDD
Bowled then went home

2005-11-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

HI!
Its 3.40am & Im not sleeping
Kason say we're gonna have breakfast later!
So Im trying to stay awake
& qh too![:
I think Im crazy,I just had a bath!

yay! ([:

2005-11-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

Had training in the morning
Kason told me to leave home at 10
Ended up reaching like half an hour earlier
Gosh! Waste my time.

Rushed off to meet my dearies before training ended
Watched skyhigh at marina square
ITS A SUPER NICE SHOW GO WATCH IT!
Its so nice I've forgotten my punctuations.
Had so much fun today,really!

& they played the marriage thing
&& I was the pastor
.;[ HA! Super cute.

Then cab'd to pp.
Walked & went home
Slept & woke up after dinner time

Went to starbucks!
[;
I wanna make a new skin but I suck at making them
SIGH,Im a photoshop loser shitzzzz

ZAI JIAN :D

2005-11-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheelskeep rolling on and on.
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much.
How are you when I'm gone?
And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

:DDD

Woke up at noon toda cus Daddy wanted to bring us out for lunch to celebrate his birthday & he's hole in one. Had like 10 course chinese lunch w his golf buddies cus he won money from the hole in one! Was super full okay. Then daddy has his name up at the hole in one board at Safra. Wooooh! [x

Went home,intended to go to Elliotz house but that qh didn't wanna go so I didn't tooo. Stayed home & watched American Pie - The wedding. HAHA,super funny. xDD watched till my cousins came. Had super huge seafood dinner. FYI,I can't take seafood so I was eating the fish & veges only,oh that sucks!

>: (;( .;[ >:[ >:( ;( :(

Then brought my 10year old cousin down to the playground. She's pretty nice to talk to lah. She told me she didn't like the boys in her school well except for this handsome guy that was so so popular. But she hates him now. HA! Shes so adorable. & then she told me she wasn't popular & her clique only had the 5 of them. She hated those popular girls cus they were pretty,fashionable,etc etc. They make fun of her & stuff in school..

I told her its not good to be popular too,I explained to her that 4best friends of her's are more then enough to make life worth living for. Who cares if you were popular when all those other people want to know you cus you are pretty & know loadsa people. In the end,you'll realise that when you're down or in trouble.There are only that few of them that will be there for you. Those,are then your best friends. I immediately thought of all these people that have been there for me all the time, Xh,Pris,Allie,Wong,Yt & Innie. You guys have stuck by me,after so long. & I really appreciate it,I love you guys a whole bunchie munchies <3's

My mum is soooo bias.
BYE ANYWAY! :D

2005-11-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

([; SMILEY.

Lost within the pleasure of pain
Pins, razors and the glowing flame
My pain disolves when flesh does bleed
This dark love I do need
The ecstasy when nerves are split
Just the same as if I were bit
My body always beaten and abused
And I find that you're all amused
The line of flames slides up my arm
Trying in my brain to sound the alarm
Another cut I do make
My friends heads just shake
They all think this is just wrong
To me it is a sweet black song
I'm not sure if I am sane
It just seems all the same
All my life is a blur to me
But the pleasure of pain clears it so I can see

Had a meeting today.
Gosh it was sucha waste of time
I can't go for the camp!
Sad .;[

Went to Pris house
w/ xh,wong & Allie!
Watched Herbie fully loaded,
Reallll nice

Then went home slept
then went for training.
Ate newyork pizza w/Sherry,hx,reu & bro

Went home & watched
CONNIE & CARLA.
Super funny.

Me& bro wanna dye hair but I've got no money!
>: (
&& He bullied me!
He snatched my seat as I was about to sit down
then we started pushing & wacking each other
As mum came out of the room
that bloody banglah purposely "pushed himself & fell &amp;& overturned" the chair
He mourned & I got a hellofa scolding from mum

ARGH

2005-11-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up late today!
Then went to orchard w mum & bro.
Spent hell alot.

Im too ashamed to say what I bought
>:( :( :( Too much,too much.

Then went home
Aunt came w uncle&his gf & my another aunt!
So the five of us drove down to East coast to eat Gelare for supper
YUMMMS.

Uncle is damn funny.
We were listening to this "YI BAH HUO" song on the car
Then he go take out his lighter & started dancing
Dancing as in,DISCO dancing.
&& HE. WAS. DRIVING.
Goooooodness,that was so funny.

Its all wrong. All wrong. I want you to know,I really do.
But..

2005-11-01T01:35:00.000+08:00

Im dying to explain my heart to you now.

2005-10-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

Training.
Haagen dazs
Sleep
Swimming
Cut my hand while cooking
It's bleeding real bad
SO BYE

2005-10-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
OI
-Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
I TELL U RHX
-Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
U BETTER FUCK OFF
-Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
MY PROB NOT UR PROB

Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
U NOT MY HU I WUN LISTEN TO U
-Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
THINK U WaRT
-Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
BIG aRHX
-Çh®îŠtíñ€ ™ goodNITEXeveryone iLIKEyou,YOUareDIFFERENT! says:
U SEC 2 SO WaRT

Figure that out,bitch.

2005-10-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JQ!
WASSUP BROTHER(x

YSD
Went for guitar lesson at tanjong pagar in teh morning
Got the same teacher again!
not that I've got anything against him but seriously man
..he laughs to himself.
The good side to it is that,no one laughs along w him.
Mmm,so he kinda just ends up looking dumb.
I like that look on his face.
:DDDD

Met Xh& Jonas at pp
Had lunch at the cave
Bought JQ's present
&& headed down to orchard to meet them

BLAHBLAHBLAH
Then Jas came
We went to eat steamboat
Robert & jq shared a table w me
They are bloody nice
Just like my daddys,they kept putting food on my plate
Very self less
AH,so just eating whatever they put on my plate
Was so full but kept eating

Mrt'd till Raffles then took cab w xh home
Super tired.
Bath'd then slept.

CHURCH TODAY
BLAHBLAHYADAYADA
BOUGHT THE BOOK
"THE FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN"
OKAYNEXT.

My rather frequent trips to ~~orchard~~ far east
has made me realise there are many types of ahlianzz.
There are the;
FAKE AHLIANZZ
These ahlians put really ugly make up equiped w fake tattoos. They are ugly too,FYI.

MICKEY SIAOZ AHLIANZZ
They are labelled Mickey mouse from head to toe
Clips,shirt,tight jeans,shoes,BAG.

GOTHIC AHLIANZ
The amount of eyeliner they put can colour the whole school
w/o leaving any spots.
White foundation that can scare the living hell outta me
right in bright day light.

JAPSTERX AHLIAN
Probably the most common out of all the ahlianz
so kawaii,so pink worrx!

There are many more but I'd rather waste my time
on other stuff then go on.

PARA PARA 4EBERX WORRX.
JIIE MUI WAN SUI WORR.
MUAXCKX*****

2005-10-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

That ass xh woke me up at 830
just to tell me they had ended school
Sigh! Why are my friends like that
xDD
So woke up irritated,bathed& went to meet her half awake at pp
Slacked till 12plus then went to her house

Played w her lift too.
Ah,soooo fun mon!

Slept for two hours then decided whether to go for tuition or track
Decided to go for track but when i went home to get changed
Bro told me no one was going
so I rushed to tuition cus it has started already

Tuition was fun,as usual
It's rather sad Im not joinin next year
cus of my many many track commitments

I want to make a new blogskin but Im wayy too lazy
>: ( : ( >:(

BYEBYE

2005-10-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLIE :D
I SOO LOVE YOU DEAR!

Changed back to my old skin
Just changed the image
oh,Im so lazy.

:DDDDDD

Yesterday was the last day of school
Rather depressing lah.
Photos here > http://sweetgoodbye.mypicgallery.com
Had training,really slack cus choo is in aus.
Brother lost his phone.
LOLOLOLOL :x

Today went to school to take my report book
Position: 16/39
Omfg,my class did so well.
So chose my subs
A math, Pure Chem/Phy, Pure lit, SS+geog
Went for breakfast then to Pris's house

Me&Pris went to meet Allie,Wong,Yanting & Innie at TM
Allie treated us to pizza hut
then we went to take neos,NICE.
Then I went to cut my hair
& now its looks like ~~fuck~~ crap.
Shit shit shit.

>:( >:(:(:( : ( ;( :( :( > > :( :(

Went back to school w allie,wong,pris
Had the utmost fun today!
I love you guys[:
Cyah soon cus Im going to school tmr! YAYAYAY

To2r3,you guys had all been a part of me.
&I love you all.
Go to. http://tworebelliousthree.blogspot.com

BYEBYE :D

2005-10-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

No mood.
Cus tmr's like the last day of school
>: ( : (
Omfg,Im damn sad.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
My final percentage average: 63.7%
Xh,take my course lei.

2005-10-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

l:D Oh Im so happy.
Had naslympics for the first half of the day
&it still sucks.
But I had fun w qh,sammm tan & claud!(:

&&I had recess w qh!

Went back to class to collect our results.
ENG: 62%
MATH: 65%
CHI: 55%
SCI: 63%
GEOG: 70%
> Average: 63%

Hualalalazzzz,I actually failed my english compo.
& thats so totally wtf.
Math&science was totally unexpected&
I. PASSED. CHINESE. HA HA HA. IN YOUR FACE!
GEOG IS LIKE HUALALALALZLZZZ
Xh has the same percentage average as me.
We're probably going to the same class next year
YAYAYAYAY : DD

-Jumps around. (Oh shit,ghayyyyy)

Training,we had the test
I improved los! Haha,then we all went to eat BK after that.
My brother is still such a loser cause he addicted to maple.
maple siaozz worr.

My phone bill is like 90bucks
My dad says I must pay him 50bucks or get my phone con for a month
I have no money! >:(::(
Ohwell.Im paying him by instalment!
Ohman..Holiday no money >:( :( :(

Hi sister Jonathan tan wei jian! :DD
&please support my class for fiesta tmrrrrr! BYE

2005-10-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

About today;
Dragged myself out of bed to go to church at EIGHT am
Incredible
im still puzzled on how Im able to do that..
Mmmm(:
Church was very very enjoyable &
me & fee kept insulting people.
Oh,how I love that girl [:

Went bedok to meet Pris for lunch
Then Wong came && we bus'd down to sheng siong supermarket.
Its the worst ~~supermarket~~ place I've been to.
It smelly,crowded.
I could see why,the place sells stuff at really cheap prices.
CHEAP

xDD xDDD

Cab'd down to Kevin's house.
Felt like such an auntie carrying all the sheng siong plastic bags.
Eew eew eew

>: ( :( :( >>:(:( :( (: >>>> :( :[

His house is huge!
He's mum treats us like kids but their family bond is so strong
Awwwwww
Met Allie,Brandon,Innie & Yt there
Started baking cookies for our fiesta
Tiring but fun
Soo from 2-6,we baked more then 600cookies && two extra large ones
for Kevin's mummy & 2R3

Went off at 6 w/Pris.
She's such a sweetie :D held my hands from dunbar walk to siglap
&we had dinner together.
Walked home,i LOVE walking.

My phone's spoilt & its gonna be sent for repairs tmr
Hope my photos & msgs wouldn't get erase >:(
Tmr's doomsday too
I better spend time w/my com as much as I can now
cause maybe after I get my results..
DONT. EVEN. WANNA. THINK. ABOUT. IT

Waste my time,
Goodnight humans.

2005-10-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

Ooh. Im at xh's house now & Im frrrreeeezzzingg
Woke up really early today
Went running,well no motivation so ran really little
Tv'd for a lil while then went off to meet Willie for lunch
Ban mian was good,as usual.
Then went to xh's house

Willie's not going to church. >:( :(

& Im still freezzziinnnggg.

2005-10-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

Reasons why I haven't been blogging.
01:Cause Im too tired after training & by the time I reach home all I wanna do is lie on my bed & never get up.
02:My bro is maple siaozz already & refuses to let me use the com.
03:Maple are for losers.
04:My bro is such a prick.
05:I hate my brother.

&I changed my blogskin. To save all the people that actually go to my blog. I actually liked the skin,but ohwell! Im too nice,too lazy to actually go create one by myself so I randomly selected one from blogskins.com. Oh,Im sucha loser. Will make one once Im done w/Justyn's & Jaaziel's skins. Everyone say yay.

My mum signed me up for the electric bass course at yamaha. & IM. EXCITED.

Naslympics is crap & I don't like it. Don't like the games,don't like the concept. Don't like my brother. Don't like those people that steal seats on the mrt. Don't like ugly singaporeans. Don't like YOU. Now,that was so random.

Im getting moody.BYE

/edit

Went for dental at 2pm today & my rubber band is orange now,that is like sooo fw.
Oh whatever.
Met Jas,xh teni at cs & took neos before me && Jas went for tuition
Tuition was rather fun today.
Went to KFC at Siglap to meet Pris for dinner.
Then went to starbucks,talked like mads.
& then Im home.

Oh,& my bro was mapling when I got home. GAYYYYYYYYYY

2005-10-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Problems problems problems.
this sucks

2005-10-16T16:50:00.000+08:00

Went out w/qh,willie & bryan yesterday.
All of us were late so we missed skeleton key. Neh,so we catched Goal.
Omfg omfg,santiago is soo hot. Great movie,heart warmin too(:
So after that we trained from orchard all the way to pasir ris.

Some big sized pervert was on the train.
Didn't think much about him when he kept smiling at me,i mean courtesy what,i was sitting only opposite him so it wouldn't have been very polite to keep staring w/o smilin.
Awhile later,when there wasn't so many people,two kids on board the train were playing some game we play when we were in primary school. Me & qh thought they were cute.
But the psycho pervert obviously thought they were cuter& he took out his cell && took a super long video of them playin.
it was pretty obvious,plus! willie was standing beside him. hence he's actions were all recorded down in willie's head. [:
super sick,after a little while longer he saved it & closed his phone,briskly walked to the other end & started watchin the self directed video.
me & qh kept staring at him like he was some criminal
He kept sniggering to himself.
Me & qh kept saying he was a serial killer that preyed on children & those two kids would go missing & be on the papers in a few days time.
He obviously had this feeling me & qh were staring at him
& looked up and SMILED. AT. US
Thats not the worst part,he alighted at tampines & qh told me to stare at him.
He stared back nd WAVED. AT. US
We fainted >:( :((:( < :(:( >:((( :( :( >>:(:( :((( >:( :(

Even after we alighted at Pasir ris we were still scaring ourselves.
Sigh, we're such pussys.

>:((( :( :( >>:(:( :((( >:( :(

We waited fucking long for the bus.
Reached fisherman village at around 930? Was starving. Ate,went to the playground. (:
& Willie sent me home(: (: (: (:
Reached home at eleven pm & he went to OCH to meet his friends. crazy ass.

I MISS YOU FEE!
Church was an utter bore

2005-10-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

4ever.

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock on time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don't really care

Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

Ive seen it all
I've got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like me just don't care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That's what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say cuz tonight
I just don't even care

Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you

Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Lets pretend your mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you'll want more
So tell me what your waiting for
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

2005-10-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Im finally back. Finally the damn EOY's are over. Im so drained, Really. Science & Math made me pee in my pants but Im glad its all over. Im so gonna fucking enjoy myself now. Cus I. Deserve. IT. (: Thanks you very much.

Well then. I went to orchard right after chinese paper ended with xh & Jas. We had a blast & sore feets. Bought a Mango jacket,esprit tee & Fox skirt. Oh Im so happy,finally bought new stuff ~~with my mums money~~. Slacked at the Orchard library,aired our feets and we went off. From 10-6pm please. Oh & I hate people that rush for the seat on the mrt as soon as the doors open. So inconciderate,so singaporean.

My mum just cooked me porridge that looks like yam paste. It doesn't have any soup & wtf,it tastes like soggy popiah. Goodnightttttttttt(:

2005-09-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

~~Chinese test~~
Its a sure fail,but I dont care. Screw you chinese.

Went to Haagen Dazs to eat ice cream today after school. Then went to parkway to eat ban mian & then ~~slacked~~ studied with xh at BK and Pris came back from her tuition to meet us. & 200905! So happy for you Pris(: You're gonna be so happy with my breast friend. <3>

2005-09-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

~~Geography test~~
~~Dnt test~~
Hallelujah.

So today fangwei got all the glass paint on her mouth,teeth,uniform&arms. Joke of the day. I was laughing my ass off & I was right beside her. I almost pee'd in my pants cus of that. Ho ho.

Test in the hall was cool. &kok hui jiejie is super dumbs. Dangs (x

Studied like mad for chinese but nothing seems to go in. Fuck chinese las,fail.

Byee :DDDD

2005-09-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Soo I've studied for 6 hours today & 4hours yesterday.
Kill me,I've got no life.

Nanananan , don't phunk with my heart.
Memories of yesteryear.

2005-09-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Dear tears,please go home.

2005-09-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

You were my strenght when i was weak,
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best that was in me
lifted me up when I couldn't reach
you give me faith cus you believed
Im everything I am,
because you loved me..

2005-09-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

I hate you mum. Ohmyzod,whats with the damn attitude. Okay fine,so you like to have things your own way but hey,im fourteen now and i know what i want. You used to say that you'll lemme do whatever i wanted& let me choose whatever i wanted. But now! You're giving me all your dumb opinions when i tell you want i like and want. I fight for what i want and you give me that black face. Gah. Whats happening mum. K,i know you love Glenn more then me but you don't have to treat ME like a frigging outcast in our family okay. Its hurts, and i feel lost and confused. AHH. Im so angry now.

2005-09-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

But im holding on tonight..

2005-09-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

Drain the pressure from the swelling
This sensation's overwelming
Give me a long kiss tonight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that i won't feel a thing
Give me novacaine
--
I woke up at 12pm today and decided that i should do my tuition homework and study abit. But I realised i didn't know how to do a single question in the test. Felt frustrated for awhile then i decided,why worry. I put down my pen and book and turned on the oh-so inviting computer. Did my geography project and played the guitar. My guitar loves me the most i know that(: Then slacked then went to church. We made fun of the OH SO COOL CLEMENT during lesson today,hur. Super mean. Then we went to eat ban mian and saw this woman with this enormous tummy that was so sick )x we just kept staring at it and laughed like no one business,i bet shes a prostitute,she was with this old man that looked all drunk and stuff. Eww. Then went back to church,we jammed at Galilee. Wooh,the very hot and handsome Mr daniel thought me how to play "Are you gonna be my girl" by Jet on the bass guitar. Sounds reaallll cool. So we just crapping there,doing chinese opera and stuff. Hur(: Matt is like super funny la. Okay,so went back home to my boring life. I donte wanna study, &i have 6hours of tuition per week. And i still have training and guitar lessons. Pfft,bye.

You still care(:

2005-09-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

Its 214am now. And im still awake. Ohmyzod,im turning into an owl. I'll probably die when school reopens. Im so bored,im gonna blog. Did my geog project today and yipeee it's finally done. And i have to study the whole day tomorrow before going to church. Shit la,wth. And i went to watch One more chance with Mr wonka himself and i give the show ZERO,hear that,ZERO stars. *Bangshead. I wasted my damn $9.50 watching the show that were full of hokkien that i didn't understand and reading subtitles weren't all that fun. And mark lee is very mfugly. The show had no fucking storyline at all and it didn't even have a proper ending. So much for all the good comments my friends gave me about the show.
--
And my mum is controlling my life ): I don't know,but i feel that im not recieving as much freedom as i used to. Shes turning me into something she wants me to become and not something that I wanna become. Its terrible you know,I can't even choose whether i wanna go Poly or JC. Wth,i wanna go to poly and frigging take mass comm. But NOOOO,Mrs materialistic-i-want-the-best-for-my-daughter insists that i study hard and go the jc then to a local uni so i can get a good job. Oh fuck that. I MUST also go to church two times a week without fail and i can't be late. I just found out she has got spies all over in church to see if im late or if i came or not. I can't even have my guitar lessons at yamaha. I MUST have them at a christian school. Yes,i know you're saying that i should just tell her what i want. I tried! But it obviously didn't work,she ends up giving me this hour long lecture about how all this will benefit my life in the future. RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT YEH WHATEVER. Im sick of quarelling with her, I can't seem to NOT air my views when shes talking about how she wants me to be like. Oh pfft! Fuck. I hate fii. Bye.

2005-09-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

Monday:
Lousy algebra camp
Chalet
Tuesday:
Lousy algebra camp
Training
Escape theme park
Wednesday:
Skipped camp
Lunch with yanjie egg and xh (Poners)
Guitar lesson
Thursday:
Training
Tuition
Pris birthday (I had a blast pris. Love ya to bits(: Happy birthday!)
Swimming
~~My goodness,i hate my life ):~~
http://prisbirthday.mypicgallery.com

2005-09-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

happy birthday xh(:
love ya girl,thanks for being there for me whenever i needed you. Besties :]
-
Have the loooong awaited parents meeting session on friday. And boy was i lucky,my 45756 prayers have worked and My dearest favourite teacher of all time FONG MM didn't come to talk to my mum. My mum took the ME signing all the failed tingxie's very well.
Mum: Who say you can forge my signature?
Me: I didn't forge! I create my own signature
Mum: -Laughs.
Thats a relief. Many teachers spoke to my mum and SURPRISINGLY,all i recieved were good comments. God,i really need to go to church forever to repay you. We had to wait for three fucking hours for my turn to talk to miss choo. And she only spoke to my mum for a minute cus there was an announcement that the school would be closing. Soo we ended at 11pm. And i guess i got pretty irritating cus i kept singing in wayang stylexxs "jing tian bu hui jiaaaaaaaa." My mum is so AUNTIE-typical singaporean mother la. She says i must get into double science,go to a jc and then go to uni get degree and get good job,earn alot of money and have fun being a rich girl. How boring is it. I want to go poly to take mass comm. Pfft! tao yan larhxsx! I'll just see how things go. Oooh. My results ;
Eng,65 Cheena,48 Math,65 Sci,53 Geo,77 Lit,62 Dnt,72 Art,60.
Sorry for wasting your time. But i like. Wths las,how did i manage to get so high for chinese. Anyway,Fong MM failed almost my whole class cus we never do her work,ting xie always fail never do corrections. Sec two still got tingxie. Rubbish. Camel balls la,my friends study so hard for chinese she still want to fail them. They actually passed their paper with flying colours mind you. I find no point in studying hard and putting effort in my chinese anymore,maybe i should just take CLB or something,maybe even drop chinese. Woooh! My mum called Fong MM, Fong mao mao. She actually thought that was her real name,oh gosh. So,i still love my mum. Then my art! Jessie koh hates those that did well last term la. She gave that did well last term real low this time and vice versa. Rubbish again. She's so pale she could possibly cause me a heart attack in the dark. Ohno,scary images of her and mao mao are surfacing in my mind now. Shit! Miss kum is a darling(:
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So i went to cut my hair the next day and its shorter then maomao's armpit hairs. Oh darn! And then went to marina south to eat steamboat with xh (de birthday girl),Pris,Sy and Jq. Super funny,had so much fun. And we stank like mother toads afterwards. Went home to watch dude wheres my car,ohmygosh,they are so fucking dumb. Love that show man,cracked me up. Yeh alrighte,my granny's treating me like her maid now and my dog's all shivery and stuff. Toodleeeedexxsxsdfdbye.

Meet Jq(:

Oily and shiny

Happy burstday dear.

She loves me alot.

2005-09-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

Ohmygosh. Im so near to being grounded forever. Got to see my report slip today,my results were shite las. How the hell am i ever gonna make it to double science. When i get it back i'll say how much i got. Shit shit shit.

2005-08-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

As if waking up early to go to school for a dumb reason like a mini concert was not bad enough, We HAD to sit thru the damn concert. Lemme start by saying the MC's jokes weren't even funny. Like i had sucha hard time forcing myself to laugh at them. Its was pure torture. Well then i deserve a pat on the back cus i sat thru PATRICK HONNZZZ KAWAII AKA TONG HUAZ HAMSUM'S AND THAT EEM EFF TONEDEAF GIRL. AND WHY MUST THEY HOLD HANDS AFTER THAT. YAH,OMG WTF! The people from my class did so badly sean lim from sec 5C1 had to shout they sounded like fuck. Plus! They put PATRICK HONNZZZ KAWAII NEHX PHOTO ON THE BIG BIG BANNER WORRXS! Like so YUMMILIOUS ONLY AHXSX. We didn't even had a god damn party las. Today was horrible.
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By going back to my primary school,NGEE ANN PRIMARY was probably the dumbest thing i've done this year. It was so boring and mrs cheng had to screw it up even more. The school looks like shite now. At least my favourite noodle store is still there. Then went for my guitar lesson,my goodness. It was super boring,i think the teachers hate me. Its so obvious the way he looks at me and how he smiles at the rest of the people that are noober then me,ah fine,he's just jealous. Mum bought me a new guitar which sounds and looks good. Now THATS one thing thats been good this whole week. Friday is the loongggggggg awaited doomsday. -DRUMROLL. ITS THE PARENT MEET TEACHERS DAYYYYY. Ah,Fong MM is gonna screw me up,show my mum all the tests and tingxie that i failed and signed personally. Im gonna get grounded ~~forever~~.
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Talking to qh the other day made me realise how fast the year went by. We were gonna be upper sec in a few months time. And its already soo near september. Its horrible just to think how come time is ticking so quickly,i donte want to be all wrinkly! Ah,but i'd LOVE to see kaess and gang all OLD AND WRINKLY. OOOH,HOW KAWAII THEY'LL LOOK(: Soo i sorta thought of my future plans. And yes this will sound crappy but how are the list of jobs i have thought of MYSELF thank you very much!
1>High class maid agency after seeing 1684maids cramped up in a mini van,behind it said "BUDGET HOME MAIDS" right.. I get it!
2>Open a kopitiam,SEAN LIM'S DADDY OPENS A WHOEL CHAIN OF KOPITIAMS AND HE'S RICH. $$$KACHING$$$****
3>Embulance driver so i can sppeeeed as fast AS I WANT.
Okay,im getting horribly pissed cus im dumb. So bye.

2005-08-29T19:24:00.000+08:00

Im finally done with this dumb skin. I took away my tagboard but you can "tag/make a comment" at the end of any entry alrighte. click on the word comment.Ooh,this weekend has benn real hard for me to take. Today wasn't any better. Befroe i get to that lets talk about today. Fong MM and her rubbish again,gave my day a bad start. Lemme give you 16 reasons why i hate fong MM cus i know if i were to list all,you'll be 87years old when you're finally done reading.
1> Cause she bores the hell outta me
2>She confiscates anything under the sun,even your pens.
3>She makes you learn 2453words for tingxie every single week.
4>She thinks shes the funniest thing alive.
5>She doesn't shave
6>She has a beer belly.(Sometimes i really wonder whether shes really female. Or maybe just a male,undercover.Gasp!)
7>You can't rest your hand on your lap cus she might think you're msging.
8>Hands constantly on the table is bad for blood circulation.
9>Her extra IT homework doesn't help.
10>She punishes people for being the last to stand up to greet her.
11>She ugly
12>She likes red.
13>Her dressing sense is like a scientist chemical experiment gone all wrong
14>HER HAIR! HER HAIR!
15>She allows Pinky to sleep in class and not me.
16>She hates me.
Tadaa! So the only thing that made me happy was mr Lee's dnt lesson. He's damn funny las. All the lame jokes yi da dui. I tricked him las,1+1=whats? Lee; 3! Me; HA HA HA : D (Show the loser sign) Its two las! And plus he's pretty slow at getting jokes. HA,but i still like him as much (:
Mr lee: Last year i kept thinking you were an ahlian cus of your hair. Everytime i see you i'll shake my head. But now when i teach you,i found out that you're not ahlian,you are just very crazy.
me; HA HA HA,WHATEVER MR LEE! (x
Wells. I can't stop laughing everytime i think or mr lee. He made my day,okay las,not day,One hour of my day (x
Went home with great people then slept for three hours,ah! I feel great. Shite las,i cante do a single sum on my tuition boook. Dead,that just adds to my mountain of problems now. Pttf!
TOWHOEVERITCONCERNS:
You know what? I donte need friends that treat their relationships first. Yes,you might say its your personal choice and its your life to think that way. And to put ~~nick~~ woops,you're boyfriend first. Then you double know what! I hate people like that,i despise people like that. Plus i have known you for ten years alreadys. You know me more then my dog does. And you're siding your bf you've hardly known for 1month? You donte even know him well enough. No wait,you barely even know him. Im really angry and disapointed with you and i seriously doubt anything can make me forgive you. Your friendship really means alot to me csu i've known for like the longest time and now you're doing this to me? (Shows the finger) Save your apologies,what you need is an attitude adjustment. You've changed,its alrighte. You know,i donte need you cus i have better friends that put friends above relationships and care more about their friends then bf! And these are the ones that deserve my friendship. I RESPECT THEM but not you, you rat balls. Haven't you any idea how important Our friendship was to me? Well,i guess you donte. So shoo off scum.
Oh,im happy.
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Me and xh's happy and sad smiley all in one (:

This is mr smiley.

And this is mr-not happy.
BYE; Comment ah.

2005-08-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Went to church today(: Sorry fee for my lateness,gah. Terribly sorry. Then went to xh's house and then off to suntec to watc hthe spook show. We cut-queued like hell las. Wooopededoo. The spook show rocked me upside down las. Went with xh,gina,ws and ek. Had fun(: Then went over to bugis to eat our indian dinner :] And i bought my greenday cd alreadys. LIKE FINALLY!! Wheeeeee. Im going crazy,fong mm still sucks cus she gave us so many words for our tingxie that i cant ever finish learning so bye! : D
PPS; New skin,ugly. But tell me what song should i put yeh.

2005-08-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see your old friends and I'm alone

Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed
Dealing with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade
Give away
All the words that I say
Through my heart that I left unspoken
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Hi blog. Today during chinese Fong MM scolded yt for nothing and i got into the picture somehow and i was like,what did i do wrong. Gah,like i gave her the blank look.
Then at geog lesson. Got back our geog test,the one which i bet a million dollars i would fail. Gah,i didn't! Hehs,i was like overjoyed. I got a B3(: Had a happy recess cus they were selling wan ton mee today!
Then math lesson we had math trail,ran around the school solving math questions during that period. Fun.
Science lesson was rather boring,i love Kum las. She'll be the only teacher thats probably getting a present for teachers day.
Then we recieved our math test paper and i got 12/14!! BEAT THAT! HAHAHA :D Was uber happy.
Then slacked at the asthestics corner and played the guitars! Whee,learning Collide nows. Sounds super good on the guitar las. Had PL meeting. We cante click with them man,its seems soo wrong. pfft! Then had the audition for the teachers day. They did okay,had conflicts after that. Gah,then went pp with jas and Xh to slack. Was really angry cus of SOME matter. FUCK YOU NICK! I HATE YOU. BYE

2005-08-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today was like a STUDY DAY. Was studying the wholllllleeee day las. Rarr,horrible. Except for the part we went '"Jamming" in the music room. They were practicing the teachers day performance while i was,well.. practicing on my guitar! (x yah,like i finally know a new song. We believe. Wheeeee (: Feeling much better,no appetite for dinner. Training tmr,BOO! Bought a new bought by Cecelia Ahern the woman that wrote Ps,i love you. This book is ; Where rainbows end. Kinda nice (: Im gonna flunk my dnt test tmr,BYEBYEBYE :D

2005-08-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Im better now,just that the appetite and sleep is not really there yet. Thanks for all your concern alrighte. Blog more next time. Byebyeeeee , training kicked ass cus i got to play on Pao's guitar!

2005-08-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

When you're not there
My life has no meaning,
Your's does but it has no feeling.
You think I am there but you can't touch me,Or hold me.
Everything is dark and in a shadow.
You think I am OK
But really don't know I cry at night
Not in front of you though.
Nothing can change between Me and you
It's all dark and scary, but not to you.
You think I am happy and cheerful
But everything you see is untruthful.
I can't explain what I feel when I am with you,I feel safe, happy, everything I never felt before.
My friends say you're ugly,
My friends say you're cute.
Oh what the heck it's me and you.
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Hey blog. Im soo not in the mood now. I've been depressed/sad these few days. So im just gonna be frank and just say whats happening to me. It seems im losing my appetite and sleep. I can't eat,i can't sleep. Im going crazy, I really am. Yesterday night,i cried myself to sleep. And its just horrible cause I've not cried for so long. I closed my eyes at 11pm, Still able to hear whats happening all around me. I drifted into sleep for awhile,and awoke at 1am. Feeling very dazed and my eyes felt so heavy. I closed them once again and prayed that I could go back to sleep. I woke at around 5 again. Feeling ever so tired,like i didn't sleep at all. I asked myself whether i did sleep at all. I couldn't give myself an answer and was feeling all confused about the situation for awhile. This is what thats been happening to me these past week. And plus,im losing my appetite,I can't eat my dinner anymore. Im not hungry. And neither do i eat anything during recess or breakfast or something. I feel like im a sad case. Unhelpable. No one can help me too,I feel,not even God. I donte even look human now,eyes all eyes and puffy with my dark eye rings. I look like a fagging living zombie. Eww. I cried practically almost the whole day in school today. And that cause Pris and Allie to cry too. Im so sorry guys but its just that,I've been keeping everything inside me for so long,I just couldn't take it anymore. Pris,you take care alrighte. I'll take care of myself. Shit,im so weak.

2005-08-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

Haha! I cancelled the entry cus it sucks.
Happy birthday wongiii :D
And the maid still rocks!
BYE :D

2005-08-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

Can you not see me?
My eyes are filled with tears
Can you not hear me?
Iv been crying all these years
I guess I've hidden it inside
Pushed it as deep as it can go
I guess I'm a pretty good actress
And never let it show
I'm afraid they see me weak
For just a single moment of the day
I'm afraid they see the little girl
Not the bitch that's tough in every single way
Only a select few have ever seen at my worst
Very few people have ever seen me cry
I apologize to those
They are not your problems, but mine
But as strong as I look
I have so many fears
And as tough as I seem
I've shed too many tears.
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Yays! Its finally the end of the week and finally the end of all those tests! Yays,freedom! (x Actually not really cause we still have the final year to go crazy about. I swear im gonna study very very hard okay! Haven't been blogging. Mum says i've been playing too much com so i had to cut down. I cant remember what happened this week mans. Ok! Lets reeecap! On tuesday,I finally had training for the first time in months! Yays,my baby hurts alot while i was running las. Got the feeling like it was gonna come out and that my skin was gonna rip any moment. My goodness. Torture! Played touch rugby,and thats what we're gonna play till i-donte-know-when. Its sooo ultra boring please! Urgh,plus! Training's in school,double trouble. pttf! Then on wednesday,was feeling unwell all day so went home right after school. Went to see the docs and went home to sleep. After two hours of my looong awaited beauty sleep,Sean and co woke me up to go jamming. So i got up and went to jam with them at Katong. Roomthree agains. Learn the basics for boulevard of broken dreams on the bass guitar from Sammy. I really WISH he'd teach me more las. Well then,our two hours was up and the most unexpected thing in the world happened. Bam! Salva opened the door. I turned and just froze on the spot,i wanted the earth to swollow me so badly. So i went out to pay with Sean and co. Adam asked if i wanted to watch Them play,so i said okay. Went in and watch,AND THEY CAN PLAY REALLLY REALLLY WELL! (X AHHH,SUPER HOT. Kimmy told me if he was a rich producer guy he'll probably hire them. Me too okay! Oriental cheese(: Wells,He's got his braces up,and they look perfect on him. Thursday! Had music assesment,had to play the guitar. I had a tough time deciding whether i wanted to play jambalaya(the TWO chord song Lock taught us) or Wake me up when september ends(the song i taught myself) I didn't know jambalaya at all. And i didn't even know the tune but wake me up when september ends had 6 chords and i couldn't change all that quick. Ohs,i decided on Wake me up when september ends eventually,its my favourite song after all (; ANNNDD i got an A!!!! YAYYS,please feel happy for me. Hehs. My class guys won the match against r2 too! Ohyeh! SOO proud of them. And finally,today had chinese oral,think i should do quite okay las. Hopefully,AND MY BRACES ARE GREEEEEN AGAINNN! :D
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Well,on a serious-er note. I wasn't feeling rather too good nowadays. Maybe cus im gonna burst soon,i guess i've been keeping too much stuff inside me adn not crying or saying it out. To anyone. But i cante show all these emotions within me,cus my friends need me alot and i have to be there for them. Pris,i love you so much(: Thanks for everything alrighte. All the things i talked to you about,hope you'll remember yeh(; You'll be a happy girl now and forever. Donte care about what They say,we're here if you ever ever need us alrighte. And sometimes,you really gotta let some things go. Donte cry because its over,but smile cus it happened. Whatever that doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. And you'll become stronger as time passes (: Yays. Love ya many Pris ^^

Sixteen is tres adorable when he's playin the guitar.
Gahhhhhhhh

2005-08-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

OOH IM SO HAPPY. BLOG MORE TMR!(:
i need tah call xh(: BYE

2005-08-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

My sweet dark love
How I loathe you
But yet how I yearn to hold you
The pain you've givin me
Is more than your abuse was
My soul more scarred than my body
I have yet to even know if you loved me
But I figure I shall never know
Which adds one more scar to my spirit
One you will never know you gave.
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Today was alrighte i guess. I have flu dammit,i hate flus. Chee..kern macnugget. Mdm fong didn't come today and i went crazy. Damn,i hate her to the maxxmaxcore. Scorn Fong MM! Rarr :D Have geography test tmr,i think i studied enough. I think(: I have to do well mans,my math is like pulling my marks down the drain. Oh shit,Jiahui is gonna kill me. Urgh,at least me and yanjie got the same marks so she won't compare. Gee. I have English common test on thursday so im gonna try type like a decent English woman. Yays. So after school,me and Xh went to pizza hut to eat with Jas and Nick. Mmm,we were hardly talking. Looked at the barbels from Xcraft,they looked so un-clean and eww. Yes,they are wayy cheaper then the ones in Stege but i'd rather buy a more expensive one for my baby (; I love my baby okay. Then me and Xh bus'd to parkway parade to buy bottles and look at the barbels at Stege,so clean and nice. But the price was indeed like five times more expensive. Sad las,can somemore buy me a naval barbel? Please please please. Hehs,Ohman. I want!(: Then saw salva and gang at marine parade slacking,Willie asked me to go jamming with him. Gah,had to study. He called me 'Study siao' los. Need to be one las,sorry Wille. Then went home to study,im so tired. Havent been having good night rests these few days,im always waking up in the middle of the night. Sighs- Am i dying? Ohnos. I want a new blogskin but i have no time,then i can put my wishlist down. So i can remind myself on what i wanna buy,then at least i have a target on how much money i wanna save. Tmr track is resuming,im gonna die las. My baby how? It'll kill,oh shit,i've not done with Jiahui's homework. Double death ^^
BYEBYE PEOPLE :D THERE'S INCREDIBLE TALES AND AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL TONIGHT! YAY YAY YAY :D

2005-08-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

hey fellow humans(: woke up at 7 todays to go to bukit timah hill with the children min. took care of the kids,esp diane! ohmyzod,she is sososo adorable! she really is! *SCREAMS. had loadsa fun. then went home and slept,was dead tired. woke up and went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory with mummy at marina square,it was awesome! super cute,that umpalumpas. or whatever that is,hehs! super cute las. k(: i loved today,hope you loved your today too.
MARC'S MY DAHLINGGGGG :D
and willy wonka is cute(: (:

2005-08-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

shes got tattoos and piercings
she likes minor threat,
she likes social distortion.
my girl's a hot girl,
a hoot rat who needs an attitude adjustment(:
its soo pretty(: i love it. qh's jealous! RARR :D i rock my nehnehpoks man.

2005-08-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

woohoho. went to the marina bay carnival todays. had sosososo much fun! donte think many people thought it was fun but it was! ahh,to me,this kinda little fun beats listening to the teachers in the class 24345million times thank you very much. some of the army guys are cute also,so it was definately worth going to. saw that the kids central part had rides but didn't go,escape got better rides what,why go to a damn army ndp carnival and go sit rides? gahh. so me jas xh and wongg hung out together the whole day (: had great great fun with them.must be fiistasy aye,yays! play archery,sat on the army tank(we stood!) played around and all,not enough time las! wanted more more time. had truckloads of fun :D took my mind off things too. im just so happy today! took photos yeh,US in the army helmets and stuff. hehs,cute^^ then went to pris's house,cant rmb who went,was about 8 of us. so many los,then we had no lunch so me allie and pris cooked for them (: pris was like asking me whether i cooked alot at home cus i was so sure of what i was doing. hehs,i just told her im ready to be a taitai. yays, played hide and seek in her hugeeee house and went to playgrounds and relived our childhood! super fun :Dwas so tired,me pris and ek fell asleep when we went back to watch meet the fockers,ahh. weishoon said i looked super cute when i slept. rarr :D he go wack the cane against the wall so many times los,then we got a shock and jerked up,super funny. you should have seen the look on our faces. ohwells,pris,you take care alrighte(: glad you guys are fine now. i love you many dear! ok,im done for today so shooooo!
MR HANDSOME SAYS HI (:::::::::::::

2005-08-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

here i am on the phone again and.. awkward silences on the other end. i used to know the sound of a smile in your voice but right now,all i feel,is the pain of the fighting starting up again. all the things we talk about you know they stay on my mind,on my mind.. all the things we laugh about will bring us thru it everything,after time after time.
ahem right. today was rather boring,lessons blah blah blah. was pia-ing for chinese test during all the lessons. hehs,oh had dnt! and im done with my workpiece,first in class okay! (x lmao,i love doing dnt practical. but hate theory. i can get zero for like the excersizes las. but im trying okay! haa. then had chinese test,it was okay. quite hard tho. should be able to pass las! should be..mmm. oh,fangwei bought me a keychain,damn expensive one. ah,next time take photo show you guys. so infuriating,its for NATIONAL DAY. waahlalas. cante believe her mans. like funny only. wells,spent my day thinking about why i hate her so much and eventually came up with a whole damn list. :x hehs,yah say whatever please.ooh! i can play abit of wake me up when septamber ends and boulevard of broken dreams on the guitar alreadys! im not showing off or not,i just feel happy that i taught myself how to play those songs and its really an achievement please. RARR :D ohya,can someone go online and send me the code for the jukebox,i lost mine kay! sads- went home with allie todays,talked her her about many many things,i miss going home with her,just us two. yays! NO FW! :D *JUMPS AROUND. soo now im going to my ahma's house,cyah guyss. byeeee. OH BTW,TMR IM GOING TO THE MARINA BAY CARNIVAL!! WOOHOHO,NO LESSONS! NANANANA (x pls be jealous.

REPLYTOTAGS.
qh i cant tag,urgh! oh,when im free,i'll list them out for you alrighte? its been long since we hung out. miss ya huns (:
huiping sure thing babe! you'll get it after jas reads it (x hopefully soon ^^
jas aww,thanks. your blogskins rock more then mine!
st you know it took me quite long to figure out your coded name. gees! you know im dumb right. (x when's training!!

2005-08-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singapore
happy birthday qh (:
ahh,im editing this post. todays already the 10th. soo monday,our class got second for the cheer\song competition. yays! was so happy,wasn't too sad or anything cus r2 was really better then us. can't deny that. hehs,then hanged out with mun and pao cus all the movies were fully booked. couldn't imagine,tamp mall was frigging filled with people. i mean,tamp mall sucks. why do soo many people wanna go there and hang out. gee. i love mun and pao,its been long since i really spent time bitching and hanging out with them. ahh,miss those days. then met up with xh and wong at parkway,went window shopping. super fun hanging out with them toos. tuesdays,studied the whole morning then mummy brought me and bro to parkway to shop. bought a billabong skirt and a s&k three quarter pants. super nice. mummy rules! hehs,she bought me a book 'PS. I LOVE YOU' toos,read abit already,touching book. can cry las! (x im soo into books nowadays,ahhhh! then came home,nap'd. then had steamboat with my family,spent quality family time with them. then watch ndp..on the tv. argh,it was sosososo boring. saw those planes and trucks pass our house. damn cool,i was screaming my ass off las. handsome army boys(: then today,woke up,had tuition and studied chinese for 2whole hours. ooh,i puked after lunch. was feeling so unwell. sighs,im feeling better tho. left half a chapter of chinese to goo! yays! gonna study in fifteen minutes time. ahh! i donte want to. my life is soo time-controlled now,i activate like a robot. fuck. ahhh! new skin,not really nice,its really plain i know. but i like it. i'll add more pics,but they take so long to load up.urgh,will add the jukebox when im free(: maybe later? kayy. cyah people of singapuraaaaa :D ILOVENATHAN.

,i offically start war with lin fangwei from 2r3. fuck you. (:

2005-08-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

and so im gonna stay home all day long and do my homework(:
saturdays are so boring
so today i learnt a new song on the guitar. and my fingers are all sore now.
i want my bass ):

2005-08-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

FOP ROCKS BIG TIME!!!

2005-08-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

woohohoho! went jamming today,was super super fun! wooohs,jon was on the drums,luke and innie were on the keyboard,yt was singing,samuel was on the guitar and teaching me how to play the bass and sean was the director and camera man! had soooo much fun and the good part is that i know the basics of bass alreadys! yay yay (x so darn high. so yeh,went to samuel's house after that. was supposed to think of the dance for our song. but ended up having a war,damn funny. k,was so tired las. went to grannys house and im back with this new blogskin! yays,donte think its all that nice tho. ohweells,will do better next time. FOP TMR!(: byeeee
I didn't mean itWhen I said I didn't love you soI should have held on tightI never should've let you goI didn't know nothingI was stupidI was foolishI was lying to myselfI couldn't have fathomed that I would everBe without your loveNever imagined I'd beSitting here beside myself'Cause I didn't know you'Cause I didn't know meBut I thought I knew everythingI never feltThe feeling that I'm feelingNow that I don'tHear your voiceOr have your touch and kiss your lipsCause I don't have a choiceOh, what I wouldn't giveTo have you lying by my sideRight here, 'cause baby[Chorus:]When you leftI lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby please, 'causeWe belong togetherWho else am I gonna lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to me on the phoneTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeThere ain't nobody betterOh baby, babyWe belong togetherI can't sleep at nightWhen you are on my mindBobby Womack's on the radioSinging to me'If you think you're lonely now'Wait a minuteThis is too deep, too deepI gotta change the stationSo I turn the dialTrying to catch a breakAnd then I hear BabyfaceI only think of youAnd it's breaking my heartI'm trying to keep it togetherBut I'm falling apartI'm feeling all out of my elementI'm throwing thingsCryingTrying to figure outWhere the hell I went wrongThe pain reflected in this songAin't even half of whatI'm feeling insideI need youNeed you back in my life baby[Chorus][Repeat chorus]When you leftI lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby please, 'causeWe belong togetherWho am I gonna lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to meTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeThere ain't nobody betterOh baby, babyWe belong together